Dreams

My DREAMS are still there, i thought when my friends, best friend, left me, i will be always lonely...

But i just Did not Realise that, i have friends that are supporting me....The friend that i always trust didn't follow the rules of Best friends
A best friend do not:

Break a heart
Left you when finding you boring
never say you anything bad
Never ever let you see you cry
will never let her best friend cry, and think she won
betray you
Asking people to unfriend you



Most importantly , when you have friend, you have someone to trust with.

I had lost one,,, thinking i am very boring..and did not really make her think I can giver her free stuff...

There are some good friends helping me...Example..my P1-P4 friend .. Bonnie, my childhood friend is JieNing

You see, the  thing about blog is not to expose your information, but when a friend say things about you in a good way, it is totally meant for you...Bonnie & Jie Ning..if you see this, i really want to tell you  that, your my Trust est friend

A good friend does not:

Buy FriendsGive people things and then run away
Break your heart
Watch you cry happily
Saying bad things about you

They just don't know that In P2, i was totally out of control because of my friend that always torture me, i lost it and became a bad person..I just wanted to show them a simple word "WHO'S LAUGHING NOW?"They always bully me and laugh at me..They were breaking the e rules of A good friend...
The friend i had now? I think they are making me lost control! This is what i will suddenly do:

I WILL: Lost control and become very Impatient
Yelling at people
Doing the things back they did to me
Making their lives like hell
Watching them cry
Making them beg for sorry

Of course, even if they ask for sorry, i will never give a chance. For them, torturing me is easy and breaking a friendship with me is easy for them..But they never know.....THEY NEVER KNOW how is it like to accpect, and get unforgive.

I had a best friend whom i always trust, i always be patient with her...i gave her my 100% she gave me 40% I gave her the very best, she turn around me and shit on me. She likes rich and branded stuff, but i am not rich enough to give her whatver she really liked, a girl is rich and had her everything she like stuff. She decideed to stick with her and then leave me alone. She ask almost everyone to unfriend me.
For me it's okay, cause i found out, when i am better, i will NEVER go with her, since she betray me twice.


As what my sibling said, a friend does not use you.

When i cried, i kept thinking of ways to be friend with her! All she does is to say "Don't bring out this topic " Trying so hard to keep her happy, end up I get was Nothing.Never mind, once i am Popular like i was before, and she comes again, all i can say is "Why don't you GO with the rich? I don't want to give you happiness" All i can do now is to wait...My friends who are supporting me a great! They are so kind hearted not like the friends who left me as well.


I had a girl in my class. Eveyone hates her. ...But After i learn about her story, I totally felt that i was lucky , lucky enough that i still had trusting friends..her story was about EVERYONE hating her..She like them but nobody ever ask her . She said i was the only one asking her bout it.her story was touching, everyone in class last year always set up story and ticks. they always wanted her to be the bad...One of the girl ( Who left me and bring my best friend along ) said she copy people answer and get to go to my class ( one of the beszt class ) When i ask her, all she did was ..was about to cry, she said that everyone always do this and that, when she never did, she always try not to influcene their lives, but they just make her live like hell.

Once you heard this story of mine..please start to cherish your friends and find more friends that are trustful enough, your best friends could be always FAKE